Where Do I Take My Thoughts

So I am trying to figure out how to determine my perspective on the OCA's situation and what type of effort is expected on my part to serve. I have evolved some my thinking from the time I first start to familiarized myself with the "crises," -- before Christmas of 2007. Now that I have studied and thought through the situation, it is clear that much of what has transpired financially will remain unknown and unsolved. It may very well be that there was malfeasance and wrong use of the Church's money, but it also likely was caused by a variety of factor's including the Church trying to do more than its budget allowed. All that was done was not necessarily all morally wrong, but rather, just bad management and an unwillingness to change.